Happiness. What actually is this? And what its paradox is, that poor, ailing, hungry, orphaned, and without roof above the head, the ones which really could say that life didn't spare them, are able to be pleased with this, to appreciate it, and the ones which live on the good stage, cannot complain, or what worse, in luxury with the excess of cash, all the time feel sorry for themselves, how are they the poorest and most injured...? This is the justice... Yeah... Many people through half a life, or even through entire mumble that they're unhappy, exasperating, lonely, that wasn't given them, that they weren't destined for the success, love wasn't written for them, finding their own happiness, building a safe nest wasn't destined for them... And the truth is that there's no man in the world which doesn't deserve the fulfilment, which never will be like this, there's no! Whether there's a healthy, or a sick person, everyone deserves being happy and can have it! It's necessary only to think positively, work and most importantly not to give up! Never! But first of all can appreciate it, what have! Yeah, but... Of course it must always be some "but"... Quite a lot of persons are convinced, that in order to fulfill one plan, to fulfill one dream, it's necessary to leave all the rest, because it's impossible to reconcile studies, job, the family, love, the travel and aspiring to longed-for aims in one! Because how! It hasn't the smallest chances! Mission impossible level hard! And then are surprised that they're unhappy... And meanwhile everything is possible to do, because for someone wishing - nothing difficult. It isn't necessary at all to give one important thing up in order to achieve other. It's not necessary. It's necessary only to fight. To fight for dreams and fulfilling them. To fight for this, what the most important. If for somebody really care about something, will make success of it. So man, pull yourself together, set to work and work! You can have it, you can be happy, but mustn't let happiness to slip through your fingers, and fight for this! Fight how much power you have! You can do this! What are you risking, yeah what? You aren't sure, but what? Nothing! Because who isn't risking, is losing, and only what in life is certain, these are taxes and a death! So don't give up... Never give up! If you really want something, don't wonder to put into it entire of your power, and you will get it. Just do it. You are a warrior. You are able. You will achieve. With little steps to the aim. You will get what is the most important for you. I believe in you. And you also have to believe. Because there are no impossibles. There are only our psychological restrictions.

Life. Problems. Dilemmas. Often they seem impossible to solve. They are making vertigo, leading to tears. And how to find the way out of the situation, which won't cause that we will be on the edge of the nervous breakdown... Yeah, how? You don't know what to do, what to think, you ask acquaintances, family, friends... Everyone is saying something else, everyone would like to convince you to one's own opinion, but you... You are on the brink, you feel, that something's wrong, that it isn't this, that something doesn't work, is wrong here... Familiar, right? But how to get out...? However maybe instead of seeking advice of everyone around better is to listen intently to oneself, listen to the intuition, to ask of own heart... Often it's the best adviser, not a mind, not people... Heart. So dear man, don't make your life harder. Follow its voice, and you will find your happiness... Because this is your life, your chance, your hopes, your dreams, your love, your joy, your fulfilment, your future. Not someone's. Listen to yourself, of your internal voice. Yours heart. It will always tell you the truth. It knows you best. Not people. You know best what you feel, what really you want, to what you aspire, about what you dream... Not people. Listen to yourself, listen to your soul, and you will find what you are searching for. Ask your heart, it will never cheat you...

Look how everything is quickly changing... Something is, and next there is no this...
One moment you have everything, in a minute you are losing everything... So before you say something, before you do something, think it over, think it over even and one hundred times. Before you will hurt, before you lose and you never again recover... Because then you can only regret, regret and every day, every night, of every hour, minute, second, struggle with the thought nothing is already the same, nothing is like before, and beautiful colourful world turned into the lonely emptiness smelling of coolness and greynesses... Therefore think, think before it happens, think before it's already too late... 

People come... People leave... They appear and disappear... The majority thinks, that telling to somebody "Goodbye, I don't wanna know you" definitively is breaking relation with this person, definitively is removing her (him) out from his (her) life, definitively is saying goodbye... So no loved, no ladies and gentlemen! It doesn't work this way. It's not! It's not goodbye...! One time you will meet... Perhaps of not the following day, perhaps not in next week, month, year... But you will meet. Don't be so confident, leaving don't say "Forever". You aren't dying yet, and life makes different pranks and really you can be surprised, if years later once again a person turns up in it, about which a long time ago "you forgot" which you told "Goodbye"... Mountain with mountain won't meet, but man with the man always. Because life unexpectedly can get to one way, to mix chics, to connect paths, to wreathe fates again, without warning, asking, insisting... And to topple everything over upside down. It's not goodbye.

Time... If it was only possible to move it back... Such a question at least once in a lifetime ask itself every of us... But whether it would give something? Whether it would relieve, brought luck, joy? Would it give anything? And also I wonder about the same issue. Yes, yes, you can see well, eyes aren't getting you mixed up - exactly I. If such a possibility existed, whether using it and moving back in the time for the appropriate, longed-for moment would be a better solution, before everything began, before the ups and downs of life decided for us... Up to the moment which preceded all next, which saved traces in our mind, perhaps beautiful traces, but for some reason we want to wipe them out from our memory, because thinking about them is too painful and is a tear-jerker like an onion, perhaps traces bad, wounding the  psyche, painful like a thousands of sabres and machetes, about which we want to forget regardless of everything, but we aren't able... Yes... The human memory is a miracle, one of the greatest miracles, however it's able also to be a malicious bitch and never won't let forget... Even if we've dreamt of it and prayed. It isn't possible. The brain remembered and the end. Until you are enjoying the health, you will remember. Maybe it is okay, maybe it is badly. So what? What's the case with this our memory, memories and turning back the time? It would be worthwhile doing it, whether rather no, hmm? Maybe rather no, hm? Perhaps however recalling, if they're beautiful, or if they're painful, unimportant that leading to extreme emotions it's  worthwhile keeping forever and treating them as something what was given for us, what makes us good persons, lets sober up, more cautiously, more cautiously to look ahead to the future and to build it best how we can do this... In the end nobody will get our memories and the knowledge back, true? It's treasure which we will carry in ourselves through the entire life and one from few, and maybe even an only thing which we will take to the grave. Forever.