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Sometimes happens that we want to forget about somebody, to rub him out from memory, to delete from the life, to dissociate from everything what is tied with him... Forever. It's really hard, particularly if person, even if hardly nothing didn't link us with, caused us enormous harm, not recalling about which, what worse we trusted and given warm feelings. When somebody did something what destroyed from inside, burdened psychological to such an extent the most evil thoughts started being in a jumble in a head, didn't felt like them living... People are able to stick a stab into the back... Yes... I know it as far as too well. However everyone probably knows this paradox, that more is fighting for the oblivion, all the more this man and painful memories associated with him are taking hold into the mind. Unfortunately, but the truth is, that even if it isn't known what we do and if we tried very hard, forever we will already be somehow or other associated with people, with which now we don't want to have nothing to shared. Moments, situations, words, everything what we passed together, became a part of our life so to speak, of us alone, formed our more distant fates. Experiences with the participation of even these most hated persons, influenced whom we had become, how our psyche changed, our mentality, who we are now. It's possible to struggle with it, to do a everything in order to forget and actually to achieve the opposite effect than planned, or to be reconciled with a past, to appreciate oneself, the person which we are at present, to find at least a smallest positive in what the past gave to the present time and to open for the better future, because the past is an indelible part of each of us.


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Sometimes better to give up, seriously, for one's own good. If something from the centre is suggesting you, or is screaming straight out: 'No! Don't do it!' give up, really. It isn't worthwhile interfering in matters which you feel, that will bring nothing positive, won't give you happiness which so much you expect. In some cases better to say 'STOP' before cases will go too far, and instead of joy sadness, suffering and disappointment will appear. Well is sometimes to listen intently to oneself, to discover what has subconscious to saying for us, to allow the intuition to speak, because not on special occasions it is. Mainly rejected to the background, or generally speaking not noticed, but so often being able to warn, to protect from many dangers and pain... If only you will hear out for it. In the end up to something the nature gave it us, so why not to use something what can help to spare many bitternesses?
Probably everyone knows emotion, when very much wants to do something, by force to aspire to the given target, and somewhere inside a whisper appears: 'Think, something here isn't ok, suspicious situation, it won't end well', after all is going further, is wading in baulking, is telling to oneself 'Ow there, without the exaggeration... I don't believe in such things, I will get it, it won't be badly '. You have a self-confidence, it's okay, the point for you. Only whether so that is itcertainly worthwhile blindly pushing ahead, disregarding what's trying to provide internal 'I'? Supposedly the risk is good, but if from the beginning something isn't giving you the peace, in spite of willingness is tormenting feeling, as if toring you from the centre, pulling away as the magnet from making a given decision - don't do it, neither don't let force yourself. Nobody knows what you feel, so let nobody manage your life. The same, when you know very well that a case is lost, and by force you are still trying to fight for it... It doesn't make sense, really, only what you can acquire these are nerves, worries, stress, disappointment... Therefore certain situations better to give up, before it will be too late and to protect oneself from the unnecessary suffering, or then else sorrow and the million of questions 'Why? What tempted me to do it?' will stay, and nothing will turn back the time.
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They promised, cheated, betrayed... And then what? Great apology, promises of changes and blah blah blah. Familiar, true? Not not, it doesn't work like that. Why that we are supposed to worry, to take over, to irritate? After all they mixt it, they screwed up, so let's they disappear. For what to break blood through such vermin, unnecessarily to waste time and to bother oneself? For what? We mustn't give up, to surrender. Let them know, what they did, let them feel their defeat, and let us enjoy  life, because it is so beautiful. Without false muzzles and parasites. Remember - never let ex come back to your life, let poisons it for somebody else. At one time they'll meet their match, and we will be laughing straight into their face. However now come on! Head high up and ahead to get happiness which we fully deserve.
And for you? Successes in further activity, bastard :*



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They are saying that hope die last, however whether in order to certainly? Whether it's  disappearing  first, and is dragging behind itself the all that mob straight towards the total disaster? So in the end is it? After all in really many cases, even when something is having a chance of the development perhaps even verging on the miraculous, but still a development, in the mind is speaking something what's blocking the faith in it, is killing hope for the successful end... Facts and surrounding reality also aren't 'optimists' in this respect, straight out are acting mercilessly and ruthlessly as smelling salts. As far as are screaming: 'Wake up! Wake up! Stop being living in a fool's paradise! '. Because how is it possible blindly to look into something imaginary, since the facts speak for themselves? Somebody at one time said, that hope is the mother of fools... Perhaps there must be something in it, hmm? From one side, if you are living in hope, you live in the lie, in the world of imagination, you believe in something what can happen, perhaps not (better to establish, that not - smaller disappointment after confronting reality), you last practically in the state of the surrealism, with the head in clouds... On the other whereas it's motor, a kind of the driving force, motivation for action, the light at the end of the tunnel 'and maybe however I'll manage, it will be perhaps well, I will get' it's giving the better vision of the future, and consequently is making feel better. Only then what? Painful fall to the ground, crying and wings broken up, or endless euphoria? Options are two however most often independent of us alone... And what when the life will cause that we'll lose hope at the very beginning? It contrary to appearances is happening not at all rarely, really. Then a chain reaction is beginning.  Everything is bashing, one too second, what earlier had at least a minimal meaning, now is stopping have it, the entire joy, willingness of the fight about better is simply disappearing. A simple way to the disaster. The fact that the once destroyed, lost faith most often won't can be already rebuilt is worst... To sum up options are three: to be living in a fool's paradise, to delete everything from the start, or... To be living in a fool's paradise. The fate is toying with us like with the doll, and we are pleased like an idiot.
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